bipolar

Questioning

Lately I’ve been questioning so many different things. We’re officially moving to Charleston SC in 3 weeks and I’ve been super busy with that.

I never realized how hard it was moving with anxiety and being bi polar. My mood swings have been in full swing lately. I’ve questioned the friends I have, the mentality I have, my good and bad days.

I’ve come to the conclusion that sometimes we really have no choice in the direction the boat goes when the waves are steady or extreme. For somebody who’s such a planner that entire mentality is such a hard thing for me to grasp.

At least I can say I am trying.